My second attempt on my blog!
02.43 a.m.
Few minutes past after writing my first blog..
It is like addicted in writing stuffs..
Its late now yet I'm still kind of awake..
I'm kinda of moody since I read the comments at a post my friend posted..
It was just a joke a friend of my was talking, but I don't know why am I taking it seriously as I am used to sarcastic jokes..
Maybe.. deep inside me do care on what people says on me.. Who doesn't? More or less it do affects.. Right? Or am I just being 'small gas'?
In public.. I appeared to be a happy lucky going person..
After all, I am well known for my considerably good humour and happy character among my friends..
But, who would guess it.. that deep inside my smile appears the other side of me which is sorrowing..
I was thinking.. To whom can I chat with when I was in this kind of Fucked Up mode..
It ended up none.
None of them that I can chat with.. Perhaps is not them.. It is I who unwilling to share what is it about me..
I treat most of my friends as my best friends.. But.. I just don't know why I can't open up to them and talk about me..
Guess I was just alone in my world thinking my own stuff... And this is one of the reason I started my blog..
Talking to myself and sharing it to myself, treating my blog is another entity that I can chat and share with.
Song for tonight is "容踢受伤的女人"
So, thats all for now..
Goodnight Jaremy~
Just be yourself ^^
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